This is a long post, but please take the time to read it, as it is one of the most amazing confirmations to date. For some background the section below in italics is an unedited email we sent to Janet, a member of Zach's House, relaying my experience over a couple of days at Monroe Institute and we are sharing with her consent of course. The last part is her confirmation of Greg which in turn also validates my earlier experience with Zach.
Janet, I'm sorry it has taken so long to write this, I don't know where the time goes, must be stuck in 15. 🙂 Anyway here goes, I wanted to give the whole story from the day before, because the more I think about it the more I think there is a bigger message. This is quite long because I have used my notes from each exercise and skipped what isn't relevant. It's also slightly different to what I have recalled to the group when I really follow my notes, this is as accurate as I can make it. Exercise 22 Free Flow 21. After the previous exercise where we went to 15, 21 back to 15 and back to 21 where i went to Zach in this White cube, then away to 15 then back to the cube where he was waiting and it turned into his living room, I was really confident and a bit cocky that I had this whole thing figured out. I had a strong intention going into the exercise to be with Zach and thought I would go straight there to the white cube floating in space but NO, nothing happened and the more I tried the more frustrated I became and then I just gave in and sat in this blackness. Then slowly I started to see a pair of SU Carburettors, they started to appear in the blackness as if a fog was clearing. As I focused on them I realized that it wasn't black surrounding them anymore but white mist. This is Exactly what I saw.
Then a hand appeared and reached to touch the front carb. As the mist continued to slowly clear I saw more and by the time the mist had cleared enough to see the person's forearm, I knew it was Zach. As soon as I acknowledged it was Zach the view was clear and he was wearing cream overalls and was working on his car, a car I have been with him many times before.
This is almost identical. I asked him what he was doing and he said he was "giving her a tune up, for the cooler weather coming" I said I didnt know you could do that" and he replied "I've known her for a long time, you have to know what you're doing with one of these" I watched him switch needles and jets which he did surprisingly quickly, He said " he knows how from when he used to race it, it all comes back when you remember!" and stored the spare ones in a metal box which he attached with a strap inside the engine bay. (probably more info than you need here😉 but Simon might like the detail) Anyway he then said "do you want to go for a test drive and I of course said "YES" in jumped in, At that moment I heard Bob calling me back and the mist started to come back and it was over. Next exercise (23) I was immediately back Exactly where we left off the last exercise, it was as if to Zach no time had passed and I hadn't left ( I think that is really important and hadn't considered the significance until much later) We dropped the windscreen and off we went down this country lane, just like the picture above. He looked over and laughed "great isn't it." It was such a visceral experience the smells, sounds, movement was so elevated, it can't describe it better than that. Then we pulled over at a country pub, I know it well it's the Alvanley Arms, by Oulton Park. This is the actual pub.
He said "let's have a swift half" i was shocked and looked at him as this was Not something Zach would have said but it felt and looked like Zach and I could sense there was more to him but again I can't really explain that comment either, but my interpretation is that he was telling me he is many lives, I really think all this was a lesson, that's why I'm sharing. We walked in and the landlady said Hi to Zach by name and he asked for 2 halfs but never specified what he wanted, she just knew. We went outside and sat down on a bench and chatted about the car, when we started to hear cars going around the track, (the pub is only about 100yds from Knickerbrook, corner on the track) the cars sounded like nothing I have heard in this life but exactly the same as I have experienced before with Zach on other "trips" like a jet engine/electric motor, is the best I can do. He then stood up and said "right then I need to get to work" I was shocked again, I said " but you have just had a drink and your going to drive" He said "oh don't worry it's only a half" this again was not like Zach, he rarely had a drink and if he was racing he wouldn't for a least a couple of Days before strapping in to a race car. Anyway off we went to Oulton Park. He was going to work! and said he wanted to show me "a day in the office" as he put it. We jumped in the car and drove off down the road, the meditation brought me back and it was over. Exercise 25 Superflow Outside. Now is where is starts getting really good!!!!! For the next mediation we were expected to go for a walk in the gardens and without headphones we were supposed to Just get ourselves into the same state as if we were doing an actual mediation, Well I thought there is no way this was going to work, it's ridiculous. Anyway I walked around kicking leaves and just started daydreaming about what had happen in the week and the amazing experience I'd had with Zach when ( the best way I can described it) was my vision sort of flickered, like I was looking at the grass then I was in the car with Zach again, it happened a couple of times, then stabilized and we were driving down the road, again to Zach I believe it was like I had never left! I think this time thing, that to them no time has passed it a really important message, and we'll come back to that a bit later. Anyway we pulled into the paddock and there were plenty of cars there just like an open test day would be, but closed to the public. He surprisingly pulled his car across one of the pit garages roller doors and we jumped out.
We were about half way down the pit row. He then said "I need to go in" but I felt I should stay outside, as he went in through a pedestrian door I could see the race car (same as in other "trips") and about 8-10 people in the garage and then the door closed behind him. Moments later I was looking at his car and the paddock and the same door opened behind me, it made a squeak and I turned assuming it was Zach but it wasn't. I was a guy in his early 20's wearing a black sweatshirt, with a white T-shirt popping out through the top of his sweatshirt, Black work/cargo black and black trainers. He made a couple of steps toward me reached out his hand and said " hi it's Greg" or it could have been " Hi, I'm Greg" sorry i'm not too sure. We shock hands and it was perfectly normal, he had a good grip, and our eyes met, he looked me right in the eye with a smile on his face. We started to chat, He reached in the left outer pocket of his pants and said " It's nice isn't it" and pulled out a joint and a lighter. lit it and passed it to me, I said "I'm alright thanks " and he shrugged and said " no Worries" and went on to say " it ( the car) only looks like that because of me." As we were looking at the front of the car I mentioned Zach had just tuned it and Greg looked and saw an oily finger print on one of the carbs, He immediately reached in his right outer pants pocket, and pulled out a clean white rag saying " for fuck's sake Zach" and wiped the finger print away. He then told me him and Zach and lots of the others ( I assume he meant in the garage) have lived lots of lives together and they all play their part and they complement each other. He then told me that he loves to clean and keep everything in order, in his words " it's like my therapy, I keep this lot "sorted" without me this place would be a fucking mess." I then asked him if his car was here and he just beamed, I felt his excitement, pride pure joy. He said " what you want to see my car" I said "yes please if you don't mind" He said "course I will, it's right over here" and just about 10 steps away parked centered between 2 parking spaces was his car.
This is exactly right except Greg's doesn't have the yellow up the bonnet, just around the nose. The are no words to describe his car, clean, like new, like a show car, perfect dont come close. It had absolutely no imperfections. you know how there could be a swirl mark from polishing, or a body panel may not fit perfectly, or a finger print on glass, nothing at all, the paint had some sort of depth to it I can't described either. I asked to see inside, he was beaming all the time, and I could feel his pride, when he opened to door it was again perfection, even down to the carpet where every twist of the carpet was aligned! if you can imagine that. I said "there aren't words" and he said "I've minted it." he then went on to tell me "this was his Joy, that everything must be perfect" and now it is and he "has his Joy". It all felt quite profound and philosophical and his closing remark was this " All these people have a Need for their own perfection, that is why I'm around them, this is our reality where we belong, but each of our perfections is different and unique but we complement each other, we make our joy together." I was instantly back walking in the gardens and on reflection I think this whole experience which felt like is lasted 30-45 minutes was only one step in the gardens in this life.
So here are Janet and her Husband Simon's confirmations:
1) the clothes I saw Greg wearing, were what he would wear when he was working. He had his own car detailing business, it was what he always wore and loved to be wearing so it is what he was buried in! Exactly, every detail!!
2) When Greg would meet someone he would introduce himself and put his hand out to shake hands.
3) His character is very precise and likes everything just so, seeing the oily finger print would get him going and he would have to wipe it off. His comment about Zach at that moment is pure Greg.
4) He did smoke and would have shared it with someone he got along with.
5) the detail of the carpet and each twist of carpet being perfect. Greg had a special car detail vacuum and would finish the carpet up and down in lines, like someone mowing the grass to give in strips. He even carved something special :) in the back of his dad Simon's car once so when Simon opened the boot there was this picture Greg made with the vacuum looking back at him :)
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