Day 629: January 5th, 2021
We have been working on the house this last week and I said to Martin and Zach that I would get the painting done today. So I went upstairs to the room and as I walked in, I looked in the window and there was a butterfly just sitting there, right in front of me! It is January and has been freezing, we have even had snow and there are no butterflies out at the moment, but Zach did this last year in the winter as well! I told Zach thank you for the amazing sign again and took it outside and it flew away. I then walked up to Zach's room, set on his bed, started crying and told him how much I miss him every second of every day, even though I know he is still here and how much I love him, etc... I kissed his photo and walked out and back into the room to start painting. I had Spotify music on and it was just a mix of music, a lot of which I had never heard of, well, this song came on loud and clear and it stopped me in my tracks. It is called "Crazy Girl" by The Eli Young Band. The words I hear are "Crazy girl, don't you know that I love you? I wouldn't dream of goin' nowhere Silly woman, come here, let me hold you. Have I told you lately? I love you like crazy, girl." Zach used to joke with me and call me silly woman. I just stood there and listened and as soon as the song was over, an ad came on and it said "don't turn off the music." I laughed and said to Zach, that I wouldn't dream of it, as it is one of the ways we communicate, I waited and waited a few more seconds and now the music stopped! It has never done this before. Again, I told Zach thank you for letting me know and allowing me to share my signs and this journey with you and hope that these stories show each one of you that our loved ones are still here.
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